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♫ Love has to persist till the end. ♫
♫ Looking at you, I don't wish to escape anymore.♫
♫ Your smile is too beautiful.♫
♫ I find it hard to breathe.♫
♫ Will you say, say 'I do"?♫
♫ You appeared, in my life.♫
♫ Hard to resist, I can't resist.♫
♫ I will try, try my best.♫
♫ Just because you give me the courage.♫
♫ Courage.♫
♫ I'm willing to give my all to you.♫
♫ I just want to give you, give you happiness. ♫
Customize Happiness
Episode Nineteen
What are you doing?
I was so moved listening to you in the orchard.
I thought you really felt so strongly for my cousin.
But it was all just fluff.
What do you mean, fluff?
I hadn't even ask you how you followed me here? But instead you are questioning me.
Moreover, do I need to explain to you about your sister and me?
If it is like that than why are you chasing after Tian Xiao Ni?
I owe her an answer.
I want to explain everything to her about your cousin and me.
I don't want to hide anything from her, otherwise I'll feel like I'm not being responsible to her.
And after she hears it all, if she's still willing to have me,
that's her choice.
But what's your relationship with her? What responsibility do you have towards her?
These type of words are what you should be saying to me.
Why should I tell you?
Because I was your sister-in-law.
Stop messing around, can you please just drive?
I won't drive.
You really won't drive?
Fine.
I'll walk.
Zhan Wang!
You're really going?
Tian Liang, open the door.
Sister, why can't you talk nicely? Let me open the door and you can have a nice talk.
Let's see who dares to open the door.
Brother Zhan, why don't you go home for now?
Open the door for me first.
Open the door.
- Brother Zhan, what happened to your mouth? Did you get hit by my sister? - No.
Wait, wait, don't get upset. Listen to me.
It's not that I don't support you, it's not that I'm not letting you pursue her.
If I let you in, the three of us will be homeless.
It's none of my business.
Brother Zhan.
Just listen to me, please think of the three of us.
Please go back, just for today.
Listen to me and go home.
Be careful.
Go eat dinner. -okay.
♫ Suddenly our eyes met, I only heard my heartbeat. ♫
♫ But I pretended not to care, as though nothing happened. ♫
♫ Time flies, every minute, I look forward to see your smile. ♫
♫ How long do I have to wait for us to meet again? ♫
♫ If we love courageously, love courageously, why are we separated when we are obviously in love? ♫
♫ Why do we realize that all the mistakes shouldn't have been committed when we turn around? ♫
♫ If we love courageously, love courageously why does it leave behind so much pain? ♫
♫ Love courageously, I’ll customize the most beautiful love for you. ♫
♫ Love courageously, customize the most beautiful love for you.♫
♫ The most beautiful love. ♫
Tighten it two more times, the one on top.
Slower.
- Are you done? - Just about.
Here, I found it.
Put it on.
Brother Zhan, Brother Zhan?
You know, you look pretty tired. There are binoculars in the office.
I'm sure you could take a set-
You've hung out with me all afternoon. What do you want to eat for dinner? It'll be my treat.
Looks like you're in a good mood, if you're taking the initiative to invite me to dinner.
Since I'm designing outfits for racecar drivers, I should come to the track more often to get inspiration.
I'm really inspired here, and I really like racing.
As long as your boyfriend doesn't object, I'll accompany you whenever you want.
He disappeared.
Just kidding.
Are you guys fighting?
It's nothing.
I've always been really curious about what kind of guy someone as exceptional as you would choose.
If you don't mind me asking, what does your boyfriend do for work?
He was a racer,
but now he works here as a technical advisor.
I think he's actually a stockholder here.
Oh. That's not bad.
Tian Xiao Ni, get in the car, I have something to say to you.
Do we have anything to talk about?
Are you scared?
Director Su, wait for me a bit, I have to chat with my friend.
Okay.
Not racing today? If you have something to say, say it. I don't have time to play with you today.
Aren't you playing here every day? With that Director Su.
I feel like you have ulterior motives with him.
What are you talking about? I don't understand.
I'm here collecting material about the life experiences here, this is my job.
Then you don't need to come back ever again.
Do you think this is your family's business? Who do you think you are?
Of course you don't know who I am. But you at least know who Ting Ting is, right?
Ting Ting? I know a lot of them, which one are you talking about?
Li Ting. Zhan Wang's ex-girlfriend, my cousin.
Haven't you always wanted to know about Zhan Wang's past?
I'll tell you all about it now.
My cousin always opposed Zhan Wang's racing.
But he just wouldn't listen. And he would always go street racing with those brothers of his.
Just because of that, they'd always be fighting.
But no one would've thought that my cousin would be killed in a car accident.
And it was right after they got in a big fight.
So since then, Zhan Wang hasn't been able to drive?
He can't even touch a steering wheel.
Because he always feels like he caused my cousin's death.
Why are you telling me this?
I just wanted to tell you, Zhan Wang can't forget my cousin.
And he went to suburbs the other day because he and my cousin have a small tree there.
In his heart, no one will ever be able to take my cousin's place.
So you want to use this knowledge to make me back off?
Whether it works is up to you.
Dead people are always the most flawless.
Your appearance will only pick at the scab on his heart.
I hope that you'll stay away from us. The farther the better.
'Us'?
I understand everything about Brother Zhan's past, and I can take care of him just like my cousin did.
And only I can help him get past this shadow, and get back on the racetrack.
Can you do that?
I have wondered about how much Zhan Wang and your cousin loved each other.
Your cousin must have put in a lot of effort for Zhan Wang to miss her so much.
So your appearance will only bother him.
Let him think about all of those painful memories again.
Dora Wang,
I think it's your appearance that makes him think about those painful memories.
If Zhan Wang can't forget about the past, and only has your cousin in his heart,
then I'll back out.
But you can't take her place, either.
Zhan Wang will never accept you! He'll never be with you,
he has someone else in his heart!
Xiao Ni,
what are you doing here?
I...
I'm designing driver's outfits. I came to find some inspiration.
You're looking for inspiration? So why didn't you return my phone call?
I didn't have time.
Do you have time afterwards?
Director Su.
I'm gonna go now.
Xiao Ni, you don't have any appetite today?
Try this one, I'm sure you'll like it.
Director Su, how did you know I would want to eat this?
I've known you for a while, I'm slowly getting to know you better.
Try a bite.
I'm slowly getting to know what you like to eat,
what you like to wear, and what kind of person you like.
You're a very detailed person.
But we've already agreed, this meal is my treat.
You're being polite with me again. Neither of us has to pay the bill today.
This restaurant is owned by my friend, they're still doing a test run.
All friends can eat for free.
But Director Su, I'll be too impolite if we do it this way.
Fine, we won't talk about it. We've talked about work all day.
Let's change the mood.
Here's a present for you.
Open it and see.
- Wear it. - But- - It really complements your skin color.
Director Su, this gift is too expensive, I can't accept it.
If it's a present for you, then it doesn't count as being expensive.
That being said, every time I come back from abroad,
I always bring a small gift for my friends.
A small present?
So, are you my friend?
It's really still too expensive.
Don't break my rules.
Is it real? It's just a high-quality fake, right?
Don't worry. My eye is better than a jeweler's.
Sister, this is a classic model. Try it on.
It's very expensive.
I'm not wearing it.
When you're done looking at it, give it back to me. I've got to return it.
What? You don't want it?
- You'd better put it away before you break it. - I'm still looking at it.
I see your greedy eyes, it's not a present for you.
What do you know? This kind of bracelet, any girl can't help but be greedy about.
It's just a pity that no one sent it to me.
Look, I just knew a tiger couldn't change its stripes.
Feeling snobbish now, are you?
You're resenting me because I don't earn money, right? You're resenting me because I can't buy this for you?
Hey, I was just resenting you for talking too much.
Be honest. You're still resenting me, right?
Come in.
This Su fellow sent you such an expensive gift, he's clearly trying to woo you.
If you give it back, then you're rejecting him.
Have you thought about it carefully?
I don't want to date right now, of course I have to give it back.
You don't want to date? You just don't want to date him, right?
You have someone else in your heart?
Bei Bei, sit down, let's have a chat, okay?
Who's so great that my sister can't catch him?
Let me ask you a question. Let's say there's a guy who's great in every aspect.
He just can't forget about his ex-girlfriend. What should I do?
That's not even a problem. A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. Who cares who he dated before?
The one with him now is you. You're definitely prettier than his ex-girlfriend.
As long as you treat him better than she did, it's a foregone conclusion.
Oh, right. Why did they break up? That's important.
They didn't break up.
- His ex-girlfriend died. - Huh?
What's wrong?
Then that's dangerous.
No matter how good you are, you'll never beat a dead person. It's hopeless.
How is it hopeless?
Two people together, you'll always have conflicts.
Everyone's going to slip up now and then. But dead people won't.
For him, there will only be good memories left, by choice.
In other words, no one will outperform her.
You've seen "Empresses in the Palace", right?
Empress Chun Yuan was so nice, but not necessarily.
She and the Emperor might have fought a lot when they were together.
If you took her makeup off, she was probably ugly.
But once she died, the emperor only thought about her good qualities.
Just like postage stamps, he found a ton of concubines that looked just like her.
And none of them looked as good as her. It's that simple.
Life isn't as black and white as you say it is.
Unless he can let go of her himself,
but that's basically impossible.
How is it impossible?
Think about it. If his ex-girlfriend was still alive,
and he runs into her some day, and finds that she's not as great as he remembered her, the attraction is gone.
The beautiful memories are shattered. Then he for sure won't think about her ever again.
But if the person is dead,
only the good memories are left, and he'll never see her again.
Unless he can break the spell himself, and face reality.
But people all need some fantasy.
Facing reality is really hard.
That's enough. Your logic doesn't make any sense, I don't believe it.
Why can't someone forget the past? Because the present isn't happy.
If his present life is very happy, why does he have to keep thinking about the past, right?
So you should just go sleep.
Sister, who are you talking about?
- Someone you don't know. - Someone I don't know?
Go, go, go to bed. Pregnant women shouldn't stay up late.
But I'm wide awake.
So what if you're awake? Think about the baby, hurry.
Close the door for me.
Hello, Zhan Wang?
Who's hiding from you?
If you're not hiding, that's good. Don't you want to understand me better?
The day after tomorrow, the racetrack has an event, let's meet there.
What a coincidence. The day after tomorrow, I'll be at the racetrack to deliver racing outfits to the drivers.
So I'll see you then.
Okay. I'm hanging up.
- Hello, Director Su. - Miss Tian.
Are you busy tonight?
What, do you want to go for another walk at the racetrack?
Oh, no, no need to bother with that.
Last time, I wanted to treat you to a meal, but you didn't give me the opportunity.
When are you prepared to give me that opportunity?
Miss Tian, I have a small superstition.
I've just never let a woman pay for me.
Otherwise, something bad will definitely happen to me.
Actually, I wanted to return that gift to you.
See? I haven't even finished talking, and there's already bad news.
What's the matter, you don't like my gift?
No, it's just that it's too expensive, it's really not appropriate for me to accept it.
I guess I was being too forward.
Tonight I've got a meeting with a client. How about let's schedule it for a different day?
Okay, then you go ahead, we'll talk about it when you have some more time.
Bye.
- Xiao Ni, you still haven't clocked out? - Director Bai.
That makeup artist who worked with us at the last photo shoot, I heard she's your friend?
Yeah, we always work together. What's wrong, is there a problem?
No, no. No problem.
She did a great job, I'm really happy with her work.
So yesterday, when I was organizing a big photo shoot and needed a makeup artist, I asked her to do it.
I never would've expected her to embarrass me,
She turned down the job without a second thought.
She's actually usually a really reliable person.
Maybe she really had a conflict and couldn't do it?
- Is that so? - Yeah.
It's been so many years since I've heard someone tell me they're too busy for me.
It's very fresh. Keep working.
Hello, Gu Jia? Where are you?
What?
Nothing, I just feel like this scene looks really familiar,
like I've seen it somewhere before.
You've seen it before? In your dreams, maybe?
No, I was thinking about when I was little.
My mom and dad were like this in the kitchen.
One person cooked, the other person assisted.
The two of them really understood each other. I feel like this is real life.
At our house, it was also my dad who cooked.
My mom was the taste tester.
- It smells so good! - Why don't you try a bite.
Careful, it's hot.
I'll get the door.
This is just too unreliable of you, Gu Jia.
You even dare to offend the editor-in-chief of Harper's Bazaar? You're a pretty big deal now, huh?
Xiao Ni, you came.
You're here, too?
Why didn't you accept the job?
It's just work. If it's convenient, you accept, if it's not convenient, you don't accept, right?
What's inconvenient?
The timing is inconvenient.
The day they're shooting, I have other stuff to do, I couldn't reschedule it. Come on, take a seat.
What stuff? Even if you have stuff, at least you could've explained it to them.
Otherwise there won't be a next time.
That's enough, Xiao Ni, don't blame Gu Jia. It's just work.
Xu Xin, how can you say something like that?
Big picture, this is Gu Jia's career.
Small picture, this is how she pays for living expenses and food and rent.
She has to take care of herself, doesn't she?
Yes. But she has me, too, right?
It hurts my heart to see Gu Jia working so hard.
I heard from Gu Jia that you're in the city for work.
How did it go? Did it go smoothly?
Let's not talk about it.
The man Mister Gao introduced wasn't reliable.
Gao Da Yong?
Not him, the man he introduced, that Mister Liu.
He said found cheaper produce somewhere else, so he dumped us.
Those people only care about money.
They don't even care about the fruits of our labor.
He's a business, of course he has to care about increasing profits and reducing expenses.
Increasing profits and reducing expenses is alright, but you can't only go chasing after money.
There are so many things in this world that are more important than money.
Why is it when you two see each other, it's like you're having a debate.
Xu Xin, since it's so rare for Xiao Ni to come here, and you happen to be here too,
Why don't we add two more dishes?
You go ahead and make them, and let me know when you're done. Come with me to the room, let's go chat.
I'm only here to eat.
Come on, I have stuff to talk to you about.
Just hurry and call Harper's Bazaar back.
I know.
Tian Xiao Ni, we already talked about this.
I told you to be more careful, how could you be so mean to him?
I didn't even say the mean stuff yet.
Can you talk quietly?
He can't even afford to rent a place in the city.
Every time he comes here, he has to mooch off a friend for a place to stay.
And he still goes on and on about how money isn't important.
You stay with him, you'll be living off the air. And don't you dare eat meat.
If you eat, he'll think you're vulgar.
He's just in a bad mood right now because the contract fell through.
Can you just be nicer?
So if he's in a bad mood, you have to turn down work to keep him company?
He says money is vulgar, what right does he have to handle business for those farmers?
Did he tell you how much sales commission he gets?
He couldn't get the contract, he couldn't complete the deal,
and he says business people only care about money?
Don't be duped by his fake purity, okay?
I'm telling you, it's not as serious as you think.
I just feel like, if someone loves me,
is willing to take care of me and keep me company, isn't that pretty good?
I know Xu Xin doesn't look good
compared to your standards, but he treats me well.
Look, he lives so far away in Yanqin,
and every chance he gets, he comes here to help me out with everything.
Don't you think what's in his heart is the most important?
I think it's more important for you to take care of your house right now.
Don't be so petty.
No, I have no objections to him personally.
- He is a pretty nice guy. - Right.
He seems honest and kind.
But now that you're dating him, your priorities have completely changed.
Your life is a total mess, you're even turning down work.
If you don't even care about work or your career, that's really not okay.
What's not okay with it? I'm telling you, Xiao Ni,
there's nothing more important than finding someone who can be with you forever.
Really.
- Forever? - Yeah.
Your not planning to get married to him are you?
If I'm not getting married and what is the point of dating?
But...you...
What does he have offer?
He's a living being right?
He has a proper job and he loves me and takes good care of me,
what else is there for me to want?
What else you want? My most realistic question,
if the two of you get married, where will you live?
You live in the city, he lives in the suburbs. You want to live like the Shepherd Boy and the Weaving Girl? (long-distance relationship)
Or are you going to move to the suburbs with him? Or is he going to move to the city with you and marry into your family?
I've already thought about it. After we get married,
I won't work anymore, I'll move in with him.
Every day, I'll garden, cook, chop firewood, feed the horses.
In the warm spring, there will be beautiful flowers, and I'll have a beautiful view of the ocean.
He has a view of the ocean.
You have a view of a sea of bitterness.
Why do you think so poorly of the two of us?
It's not that I think poorly of you. The big issue is,
you go to the suburbs now and then to pick food, and it's fun,
because it's new and exciting. But can you live there forever?
Can you do it?
Anyway, I feel like, as long as I love him,
I can change anything for him.
So now, you'll give up your career for him.
You'll whole-heartedly give up everything so that he'll think more of you?
You'll trade your career for the stability of marriage?
And in the end, you'll lose both.
I haven't thought that much about it.
You haven't thought about it, and that man hasn't thought about it.
He feels no responsibility towards you.
Are you two getting married or playing house?
If Xu Xin can't make you happy,
and has to make things harder for you to make his life easier,
then I think he's too selfish.
Think carefully about it.
Fine, I said what I needed to say.
I guess you're probably tired of listening to me. If you've thought it through carefully,
I'll give you my blessing. But you really have to think it through carefully.
Don't come crying to me two years later,
saying this wasn't what you thought life after marriage was going to be like.
Gu Jia, I'm leaving now.
Xu Xin, where are you going?
I have some urgent business, I need to go.
Did you hear something?
Don't worry about it, you guys go ahead and chat.
Xu Xin!
Xu Xin, did you hear us saying something?
Let me tell you, don't worry about Tian Xiao Ni, that's just her personality.
Also, the stuff she said has nothing to do with me, that's not how I think about it.
Xu Xin, please say something, don't be like this, okay?
Gu Jia, Tian Xiao Ni was right.
I haven't been thinking about your welfare.
Maybe I was being too easygoing about it.
Maybe it was just wishful thinking.
I feel something, but I haven't dated before.
I didn't know it would have so many problems.
I feel like I still don't have the ability to make you happy.
It's not like that. Those things have never been what I wanted.
I really don't think like that.
Gu Jia, let's not be too hasty.
- Let's think about this more carefully, okay? - No.
Xiao Ni's every word pierced my heart.
Neither of us have the right to change each other.
It's too selfish like this.
No. Xu Xin, what do you mean?
Just because Tian Xiao Ni said something, just because of someone else's words, you're going to break up with me?
Why does it have to be like this?
Gu Jia, don't be upset.
Let's just carefully think about it.
I'll leave now.
No, think carefully? What do you mean?
Can I contact you after this?
Gu Jia.
Let's stop talking about it. Eat.
I'm begging you don't be like this.
What's wrong with me?
Xu Xin brought so many fresh veggies from so far away.
He worked all day to make all these dishes.
Don't waste it. Eat.
I'll go bring him back, okay?
No need.
What kind of life do I want?
The life I want is to go home from work every day,
and he'll already be at home.
He'll be sitting on the sofa watching tv or reading the newspaper.
Then I'll be making dinner
while talking to him about what I did at work that day.
He'll listen and make noises,
but I know that maybe he's not interested in really listening.
But it's not important. What's important is
that I want that feeling.
That feeling, to me,
is what I'd call peace of mind.
I know,
you did it because you want the best for me. But did you think,
that maybe we don't have the same definition
for happiness?
So you don't have to keep comforting me.
Just let me be for a while.
Here you are, I've been looking for you all day, and you haven't been answering your phone.
What have you been up to down here?
Let me help.
Give it to me, I'll do it.
In a little bit, I have to go to the racetrack, to do fittings for the drivers,
check on their publicity.
In a little while, I have another batch of material arriving, can you take care of it?
Okay, no problem.
Oh my gosh, what is this doing here?
I'm on my period, my stomach hurts, I need it make it feel better.
Do you know these are so dangerous?
If there's a short, it'll start a fire.
When it's done charging, unplug it.
Don't worry, it won't.
Your stomach hurts.
Cui Cui,
Your sister, how is she?
Same as always. It's the early stages of a breakup.
She's not eating?
Did she run away?
Not that serious.
She has no energy in her eyes, she's speaking incoherently,
she randomly starts crying, her communication abilities have decreased.
Just that kind of stuff.
How about this, for the next couple of days, go home early and spend some time with her.
Then what about work?
I'll take care of work.
I just feel guilty about it.
I shouldn't have said anything about Xu Xin that day.
I caused them to break up, I feel really bad about it.
But Xu Xin, is he even a man?
All I did was say a few things
and he left. He disappeared.
Xiao Ni, don't worry so much about it.
You know my cousin is that kind of person.
Right? That brain of hers,
she's always muddled.
She just needed someone like you to wake her up a little.
This is called, "if you threaten someone with death, they'll fight to live."
I feel like you should just let her reflect for a while.
How could you talk like that about your cousin?
I was just telling the truth.
She's your cousin.
Yeah.
You'd better take good care of her.
Don't forget about the material later.
That's just how it is, I didn't say anything that wasn't true.
I just won't say anything.
Ahh, comfy.
This time, we actually chose very special material,
and wanted to dress the racers up so they'll look especially handsome.
Hello, Miss Tian. -Hello Miss Tian
Sorry for interrupting.
The models are ready, we can start at any time.
Okay, please excuse me. Please come this way.
Xiao Ni
You guys go first, I'll be right there.
Zhan Wang, thank goodness you're here.
There are some technical issues that I can't solve.
Please come fix it.
I- but-
If I could have your attention, this is an international racing star,
Zhan Wang. After he retired from racing,
he stayed with our racing team as a technical advisor.
Brother Zhan, please say hello to everyone.
Uh, how come we're doing this bit?
Just have a seat and I'll tell you.
Okay?
Zhan Wang, are there any exceptional aspects to the shape of the cars racing this time?
Well, for example, this time we're racing Audi 67s.
Also, when we get these retired big racing cars,
they've already had some extensive alterations,
especially on the body.
We've added to their safety features,
but we haven't increased the vehicle weight.
You were also in a racing accident,
do you have any advice for the racers?
It's more accurate to say I used to be a racer,
but now I'm just a technician.
So the only advice I can give is, safety is number one.
I hope they can receive good scores.
Can I ask how long you've been involved in racing?
Please respond.
Ten years.
You used to be a racer, now you've returned to the racetrack
to become a technician, so that means you really love your industry.
Does that mean you don't want to give it up?
Yes.
You've been involved in racing for ten whole years,
have you become like a robot that doesn't understand emotion?
Please excuse us, we're out of time,
we'll just take one final question, thank you for your understanding.
I'm fine, I can do it.
No, I'm not like a robot.
Even though I've studied in Germany and received a military style of training,
my system is geared towards following my dreams, which is racing.
Before, my goals were stimulation and speed,
but now,
I'm a technician.
I'm logical.
And I hope to use my energy to prove that my words are true.
Thank you.
Everyone, please come over here to take a look at our racing outfits.
You look like fashion mannequins, you're all so handsome.
It's all because of your hard work, Miss Tian Ni.
Let's work together again next time, then.
Thank you.
Bye!
Bye.
Where are you going?
I'm done with work.
You're leaving? Weren't there a lot of questions that you wanted to ask?
Ask a few more, I will answer them all.
When I asked you questions before, you'd either strictly guard your answers to the death,
or you'd become hostile. How do I dare to ask you?
That was before.
Before, I hadn't thought it through.
Because I
hadn't thought through how to get past it.
And now you've thought it through?
The past is the past.
I don't know what the future will bring. You can't catch the future.
You only have the present.
Do you know why I don't drive anymore?
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♫ Suddenly when our eyes met ♫
♫ I only heard my heartbeat ♫
♫ But I pretended not to care ♫
♫ As though nothing happened ♫
♫ Time flies, every minute ♫
♫ I look forward to seeing your smile ♫
♫ How long do I have to wait for us to meet again?♫
♫ If we love courageously, love courageously ♫
♫ Why are we separated when we are obviously in love? ♫
♫ Why do we realize that all the mistakes shouldn't have been committed when we turn around? ♫
♫ IF we love courageously, love courageously ♫
♫ Why does it leave behind so much pain? ♫
♫ Love courageously, I'll customize the most beautiful love for you ♫
♫ If only time can prove true love ♫
♫ A moment becomes eternity, you will always know my dream ♫
♫ How many years have I longed for a bright future? ♫
♫ You gave me too many heartbeats and touching moments ♫
♫ In the rain, we embrace each other again ♫
♫ If we love courageously, love courageously ♫
♫ Why are we separated when we are obviously in love? ♫
♫ Why do we realize that all the mistakes shouldn't have been committed when we turn around? ♫
♫ If we love courageously, love courageously ♫
♫ Why does it leave behind so much pain? ♫
♫ Love courageously, I'll customize the most beautiful love for you ♫
♫ The most beautiful love. ♫